Marrrgarr.....holland V

you just watch me...tsk.. just watch me...

Millian dollar maid's application form...
What is this...
yea?
XD
bounce bounce ball...

deal or no deal??dipen myslef


the all famous 6.30 ceremony...

yum...

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the ugly side of HV

what is this...the night view~~

Sigh.. back to those site visiting days... but phew.... Margarr Holland V.... LOls... sooooo hot and sweaty and sticky there.. eeeee.... honestly...got to see a couple of celebrities there.. lols.. all go to the same facial house... tsk tsk...we were so sick of things and so tyard that we cam whore a lil.. too bored yet unwilling to do work.. -_-.. sigh...hahas...some good food here... but ex lah... well.. still better then Md i feel.. not so ulu and emo...

>_<

Lols... got another old jap drama Icy world~.. lalala... hahs.. will watch during the hols..its a "dark" detective drama...borrowed ultra violet today.. but honestly.. the actress is really pretty and cool, but the show doesn really make sense >_>... honestly i'd rather watch Aeon Flux. both shows are pretty similar with futuristic plots (cool!) but seriously Aeon flux makes more sense and the effects are better then ultraviolet's. both lead actresses are real cool.. hahs...i tend to like watching futuristic action films that talk about a dark secret.. (shows like the martix) that will make u think and ponder.. i guess i dun really like light hearted films...and even songs i feel.. >_>.. well.. shrugs...


Dang... will be going hols (like finally) but with Goddad and mom.. so stressful!!!!... >_>... have to behave myself.. seriously... cos i'm always very guai in front of them and my seniors.... ... have to keep my image k~.. hahahas... >_>.. yea rite.. and the whole trip is like totally free and easy!!!... i'll be under their scrutising all 3 days!! >_>... i always have to behave infront of them and my seniors.. like when the whole group go out.. i'm like almost always the only junior... >_>... and well. the frequency between me and my seniors are erm.. not really synchronised... so i just tend to keep really quiet all the way... ... but thank goodness my goddad is there.. or else i'd just fade away from existing there... >_>.. but yet, i still hang out with them.. eh! not wrong for me to ok~tsk!... >_>... anyways... ya.. so stressful... will be attending course with them for like 4 days then rest 1 day then 3 more days with them... i'll really better practising behaving well from now...my goddad like nags at me like for "everything" LOLS... even comments on the way i walk(well i was skipping and walking apprently)... like army sargent seh...stress stress....

spending spree.. lols

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went to Vivo with the NOOSE team~.. hahs... fun fun... i totally didn know that vivo has a pet shop and Daiso.. lols.. saw how pet grooming is done~.. lols.. poor doggy was shaking so badly the whole table was shaking.. O_O.... the cat was real kyute~~lols. had a spending spree at Daiso -_-.. well.. if you consider that a spending spree... lols..veh cute rite =DDD

=D

newww addition to my fluff pals... =D lyke the bounce bounce ball... sooooo kyute...Thank you Latisha and rose pok!!! Lulu ♥♥ =D Thanks for the encouragements too =) i will survive, u will survive!

Nostalgia...

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Strange waves of nostalgia suddenly swept through me.
I suddenly dreamt of you after so long,
could it be because this month's your birthday?
could it be because i haven seen you for so long?
could it be because that i miss your smile and concern?
maybe i just miss being concerned and spolit by you.

like how you would be biased to me.
how you would always annoyingly pick on me.
leaving the others envious?
I know this is not right but, once in a while
the mundane side has to be pacified.
i'm still a human after all...
yes.
i'll try to correct my mindset.

i miss your pats on the back.
reassuring.
eventhough sometimes i dun like them.. =x
I guess cos i'm conservative...
but still, i miss them.

I miss your perfume.
that nice lingering smell.
always so comforting and reassuring.
I remember how i used to pull your jacket close to me
and just smell it.
felt so warm and secure.
just like a little girl once again.

I remebered once i fell asleep in your chair
and i wrapped myself with your jacket.
like a child being embraced and pampered.
Then i would go all shy and stuff.
Like a shy little girl.

Thats why i'm like always only smiling,
not saying anything much.
yet,
Inside is all warm and happy and shy.
I think if i can blush,(it seems that i dun)
I'll be like almost blushing all the time.

I guess cos i'm not used to fatherly affection,
so sometimes i do feel uncomfortable.
yet at the same time,
I wish for them.

I wish to be pampered and
be shown affection.
at the same time i fear.
Lols.
Contradictory as usual i guess.
still so TCC. >_<

I wonder if you read my blog..
I hope not! =X
anyways,

Happy Birthday

I apologise for not knowing the date.
=( sorry...
but still I know its this month!(i hope so!)=X
sorry if i got it wrong.
but still...


Happy Birthday=)

Thank you for guiding me.

lalala

Happified... i guess i can think it in a way that i've escaped hell... think positive i guess... if i'm only of this standard i guess i have to accept it and accept myself... was really disappointed with myself...
talked to moi okasan...never fails to enlighten me =) Arigato Okasan=)))... yay.. to cheer me up she bought me GTO =D the drama version...so happy.. soo sad that Yamato Nadeshiko was sold out!!!!! I WANT TO BUY THAT DRAMA~... lols... i hope they would have new stock coming in soon...lols. nvm.. shall enjoy GTO first... argh! I want watch the new korean movie by Kim Sun Ah~ my "idol" lols... she's soo cool...

hello world...

Lols.. i guess its been such a long time since i last blogged... -_-.. .. nothing much to talk about also.. hahs... life is .. well.. pretty much revolving around GQ GQ and GQ DX.. this is not healthy man...well.. surrealism wasn any thing much healthier also.... weird stuff... work work work.. sigh.
i'm really sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad..........nothing else i can say. just really low in the dumps and sad. I should change my blogskin... nothing colourful at all..I officially declare Tuesdays in level 2 are not wad i would call my lucky days...

Viva la Procrastinación...

Viva la Procrastinación... -_-... this sums up my week... too much shock of the new... too much Dali... life is starting to feel surreal... DX

Siennn

Work Slack slack slack work... =X

new blogskin

sorry for having taken so long Anita.. hope this is a style which you meant.. hahs...