Laptopless and camera less... desktop is very lag.

prolly will be busy too..

sorry sorry~

WHOOO.... IDOL KIM SUN AH dancing to sorry sorry XD (the lady with the hat!)
man is she cool.. lols..

spinning a web... i sink into the abyss

I'm certain I'm pretty much a terrible conversationalist...
I'm really sorry.. I dont have much confidence in myself to start with...
Sometimes, I just find it so hard to look confidently at someone and speak as though I'm on the same level as the person...

The more I admire or respect the person, the harder it gets.. HAHAs...
U get the picture?!

maybe actually thats possible.. but... I guess.. I'll need a hell lot of confidence and skills...

I dunno..

I'm sorry..

maybe when the day I can finally live life the way I want to
When I can finally be myself, do the things I want, live the way that I want to,
Change the way I look, the way I feel about myself, perhaps I will finally be able to speak to anyone with confidence and feel good about myself...

Maybe I'm not too used to hanging around with people... or maybe I just dunno them well enough.

too little experience i guess.. hahs..

Often, how badly I wish I could behave like their friends around them.
I dunno whats hindering me from behaving naturally or with confidence...

I often wonder why...
often I gaze upon the floor, avoid a gaze or start becoming quiet...
I start to hold myself back. I start to withdraw inwards..

I'm sorry... I dont mean to...
sometimes its just that I really dunno what to do or say...
I feel so uncertain of myself..
I fear...

sometimes, I have just so much to say...
but,

I just dunno if i should say at all-- if the other party wants to hear any of the crap at all...

So, I just keep quiet...

Half wishing I could just fade away...

yet... ironically..

at the same time i so badly wish someone could notice me and stop me from falling...
sinking into this abyss..

I dunno...

I long to break free...

from this web which I spun and caught myself in...

rain rain go away~

I cant believe i like this... LOL

not really a fan of her voice.. but rather the guitar rift raft of the band..its cool.. hahs.. well... i cant help but like the glitter glitter and light and shadow dance thingys..(its so "artsy") -.-

bla! I need lessons... -.-...

another hitler parody

cool 3d projections

gotta check this out.. its cool stuff.. hahs

hitler on teh mrt

HAHAAH.. Singapore version.. lols..

FOOD!

I wan to watch this.............

Its been sooo long...

Whoo!.. its been at least 1n 1.2 years since i last did some watercolouring... LOL.... -.-.. since i bought it.. i might as well use it shouldn't i? lols.. and if i really were to aim to be an art teacher.. -.-... i better brush up... =x.. LOL... honestly i dun think i have talent in this but oh well.. hahas... still fun i guess.. =P

nice song..

if only miley cyrus wasn't there loh!.. omg her voice like disrupted teh whole song >_>.. she standing among all those divas.. .. -.- please ignore those stupid links. -.-..

met plato

Today i met plato.

My mind was enlightened~... -.-

well, I kind realised tat I've been pretty much living in my past...

refusing to walk out of the shadow.. when it is actually not binding me...

all i needed was to walk forward...

well.. with a fair bit of coaxing i guess...

hahs.. well.. time to see that the future will be better..

I'm sure it will be...

because its already getting better... =)

Northen star...

An old song which I really loved.

it got me thinking..

"Tell me what do you want to do with your life?!"

" I err.."

"dun errr.. tell me, what have u been doing with your life?!"

"dont run from the question. Ans me."

" I err..."

Hahas.. It sure was an intersting conversation. And I'm really apologetic that I was the one who killed the conversation. I let the fire died out, I didn't have wood to fuel it i guess.

Anyways, it got me thinking. yea..

What have I really been doing with my life.

I'm half tempted to start writing an entire essay on this.

but.

I guess I better not. Hahs.

But it sure got me thinking.

Thanks =)... by time sumone got me thinking.

....

isn't he cute?!
gosh.. hahahs

LILY & CADBURY

Lols.. if u love Lily allen and Lame British humour~... hahs..

Shania twian!

Good ole Shania Twain!.. gosh.. i miss her songs and her style.. hahs.. her music still sounds so good now.. =D.. hahs... I love her energy... and she has this mature air about her.. lols.. maybe the artists now are moving towards another direction.. but i gotta say i miss the good ole times.. hahs... more old artists soon!

haha...

I love it when she says "give me a break!" hahs... brutally honest.. =P.. not that i hate rappers... but the way she puts it.. hahs.. funny..

Paparazzi

I LOVE her Lives man. Gotta catch her next time.
Love the quality of the vid. =D..
Love the opening!