If only.

Sorry, I couldn't help it.
I tripped and fell.

I'm so tired.
I don't wish to get up.

I watch you drift away.
Further and further.

yet,
I can never stop you.

I can't, couldn't and shouldn't.
Quiet yearning.

Fading, fade soon to be faded.
"Fading into the light."

Hahs. If only.

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can

You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody?s changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody?s changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light

`Cause everybody?s changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody?s changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody?s changing
And I don't feel the same

Everybody?s changing
And I don't feel the same

Its been so long

Yea hello world.

much has been on my mind lately...
A lot of depressing stuff generally...

Really worried about my future... cos i'm pretty sure it aint gonna be ID
I'd dread work everyday.

sch's in bad shape.
dun ask.

there's been sum issues with the heart.
but I wun tell.

I shall wait for it to go away. It hurts but oh well.

mind's been unable to focus. troubled by these issues mainly.
esp when it keeps going to elsewhere
(to sumone else)

Oh well. Tons of worries, got no answers.

Feelin pretty lost.
Even cried by the river.
(just shot of diving into it) =x
choy. just jk.
I meant swimming with the Merlion.

hahas.
life keeps going I guess.

I guess. I got to choose to be happy.
I wan to thank my friends who have been there for me..

to hear my silly stories and rants.

Thanks for stopping me from diving into the river (AW)
Thanks for hearing my rants (JAM AW A NA)
Thanks for the funny random convos (JON JAM AW)
Thanks for the sweet surprise (A)

To all friends going through bad times
I pray the storms pass soon.
That the clouds will clear and everything will be clear...

To whoever who needs help/support/or anything
I've got a big enough umbrella to share.
Its got a couple of holes but beats being in the storm I hope.

Terus.. please do your magic...