Malaysia

Went Johor for the weekends to attend some events held there. It was a whole group of us and to save$$ 6 of us shared one single room in some famous(i heard) hotel in Johor--Austin hill golf resort or sth... quite cool...the resort was huge..in the sense the proportion of the building..huge columns with veh high ceilings. the corridoor was like an art museum and it was really laid with art works. but too bad, to prepare for the events, we left the resort like 6am in the morning for both days and only return to it at around 12am.

Most of our time was spent outside...personally i'm really not used to Malaysia. it seems soo barren to me. i'm simply too used to the ubiquitous sight of HDB flats and tall buildings. I feel so fortunate to be in Singapore ( no offence to Malaysians) but really, its sooo inconvenient in there...it feels so unkempt with broken pavements, rundown buildings etc.While we were helping to clean the area for the event, i met a lil boy who asked my sis if she is from Singapore, she asked him was it due to her singaporean accent or the way she dressed? He said no, then he said because Singaporeans emphasize more on cleanliness... we went like dots....but serious, i find the place really unkempt. i guess Malaysia is considered alright, if i were to go India or some other third world countries, i dunno how i can adjust to it....I should appreciate Singapore more. Hahas..Singapore i Love ya!!!! I realised that the more traditional Malaysian chinese kids are really quite different from Singaporean kids. they tend to me more "innocent" and simple. even though the group of them are like older then me, they look younger and act younger then me..hahas...i felt so weird..of yea, met several political leaders of Malaysia. I guess things are different here and there. Here are some pics of the resort..didn have time to really take pics. also my mom didn allow me to bring my cam, so all taken with my hp...
The gigantic lamps...taller then i am..

the lobby at 2 am...



The HUGE columns....












The Breakfast area...


The corridoor to the rooms...looks really like a gallery....






The Charity Dinner Hall...


A nice painting i found at the Restaurant....


The area for life liberation... Kota tinggi....

Keep tryin by Utada Hikaru

I don't care about anything
Putting on a face like, whatever
I was praying the whole time
Asking for the impossible
More and more I can't be satisfied
That's why I keep on trying

Drifting here in the world
The ebb and flow is intense isn't it
At any time, you're the only one
Whose value doesn't change

*Shounen ha itsumademo
Itsumademo kataomoi
Jyounetsuni jyounetsuni
Onedann tsukerarenai

Dad, keep trying trying
Mom, keep trying trying
Older brother, Mr. Conductor, Ms. Bride
Keep trying, trying

Hahas....I only agree with part of the song...maybe i'm a lil emo these few days...needed something to perk me up and root for me...
I'll keep telling myself to keep trying trying... i feel that the main point of the song is to build confidence and keep trying hard, never giving up in whichever role u are playing...and not be too affected by -ve things and setbacks in the sense by saying that "I dont care about anything"

Hahas...Kabatae everyone! Haiz..back to TOD....................................

CAMP

Lols...back form camp...it wasn too bad...it was held in a primary school compound so the environment wasn too bad...except the killer shower heads...the force of the water is so powerful i tell u...lols...the food was good...hahas..the ic's were pampered... pizza and steamboat parties for supper...i really learnt more about myself and others from this camp...hahas...sob sob....got reprimanded by tr Jeffrey a number of times...i'm sorry... =X but it was fun still... =D here are some pics...hahas...i feel that once in a while it is good to take a break from normal activites..cause you may never know what u discover about life...

moi and GF

The S.H.E

y do i look scared....lols

the school was decorated with lots of chinese related stuff... i cant believe they actually have a chinese pillar/stuff... the rest were painted...there was even a whole level painted to the theme of the old chinatown days...the coolies and everything...soooo coool....envy seh..even the toilets are like exhibitions....

pics from one of the class rooms...

The mischievious boys....

some pics of the kids.... and Sherman. if i can get more pics, i'll upload them...

wall deco

Previously i said that i wanted to paint on my wall, but poster paint is not a good idea so i decided to draw and paste pictures on my wall...lazy to colour too..GF was asking how the 1000 puzzle looks like too... the wall deco is not complete..lazy to finish everything..so these 2 items first...there is a theme to it guess what it is....maybe i'll add more stuff every week or so...

DOMO and Jumbo catua inspired CATI man...



supposed to look like that...(above


thats all for now...tml off to camp...haiz....

some old stuff

Been looking through some of my stuff today....sigh.its been so long since i did anything related to drawing/rendering...so rusty... =X DIES....


A render of a room i saw in a magazine...the lights faulty though..sorry...

A render of T3 part 2...
Akito from airgear?? drew it for a fren...
Supposed young haru...

Haru...

The evil guy from yugioh

The forbidden path... ...

See the No entry sign??




NOOOOO...JONNY!!!!!!!

Progress

Finally finished moving my stuff into the room...my dad kinda refuse to spend much for this so everything was just reuse etc..so it was far from what i intended it to become..nvm i guess...at least i can finally hang my nice framed 1000 glow in the dark puzzle..hahahs...picture of a greek girl? sitting by the beach looking up at the moon...a garland floats by...in the distance the full moon shines...the picture always makes me feel nostalgic...i dunno y...hahas..ya..tml i' planning to paint some graffiti or stuff to deco the wall..too plain...and i can only use poster paint....-______-...so budget..hahas

Concert

Friday went with my mom and sis to an event at the indoor stadium..whoa..the whole stadium was filled with people..it was an event to pray for world peace...so many natural disasters had happened recently...it is time for us to reflect upon ourselves...


A lotus lit, a prayer said...may the light illuminate every mind...

the sea of lights...(bad resolution sorry)

may all beings have happiness, and the causes of happiness.
May all be free from sorrow, and the causes of sorrow.
May all never be separated from the sacred happiness
which is sorrowless.
And may all live in equanimity,
without too much attachment and too much aversion,
And live believing in the equality of all that lives.
May all be filled with lasting joy.
Let no one deceive another,

Let no one anywhere despise another,
Let no one out of anger or resentment
Wish suffering on anyone at all.
Just as a mother with her own life
Protects her child, her only child, from harm,
So within yourself let grow
A boundless love for all creatures.
Let your love flow outward through the universe,
To its height, its depth, its broad extent,
A limitless love, without hatred or enmity.
Then as you stand or walk,
Sit or lie down,
As long as you are awake,
Strive for this with a one-pointed mind;
Your life will bring heaven to earth.
Sutta Nipata

Lunch @ Anglia's place

Yesterday some of us went over to Anglia's place for lunch... =D It was my first time tasting the peanut sauce bee hun thingy(dunno whats it called sorry) it was yum...her mom was so nice to make Veggie food for me..thanks Auntie...had veggie fried potato and popiah and Jon's mom baked some muffins for us...drools...spent the time eating and eating..hahahs...played a little Uno which seemed to last forever...Jonny and Anglia refused to give in..i was waving the white flag...explored her room...so cool...with the manga and posters...how nice..a personal space...i've been sleeping in the living room since like dunno when..hahs...so after that i decided that i want my own space where i could "customize" then i suggested moving in with my sis and my family agreed...so sorry sis, i'm barging in...so i'll be Bz creating my own space these few days...hahahs... finally....dun wanna wait for 5 yrs for my sis to move out... oh yea, after that we went to Eleanor's place to check it out..also to help her dress up for her date..hahas...she plays the piano real well seh...as she said, a forest is really right at her "door step" scary....thats all for now...back to work...