I miss the sea...

Changed the template...new song... juz gives me the feeling of being by the beach and enjoying the sea breeze...sighs~...

Garskin~

YES! my long awaited gar arrived yesterday... was caught by surprised... sum pics....

Went for lessons today, had a mini teacher's day celebration...Lols... food indulgence...

HAPPY TEACHER's DAY to All my teachers~ ESp moi PKS Trs~ hahs... what they teach is far more important then anything else...

10 day workshop starts tml.... stressed..... well, lalalala....

Pics i took for my TOD journal.... i find them quite interesting.... hahahs....=PPP

COPY RIGHTED~ =P

WALL.EEE

Lols.. went to watch Wall.e with anglia and jamie... a nice movie!!! thumbs up! reminds us about the immenient danger that the earth is facing if we do not do anything to solve the climate problems and waste problem etc.... I like~ The animation is damn good too =DDDDDDD Drools.... EVE is soo cool XD... MAN! they have toys that really are robots and respond! there's even the games for psp and x box... how i wish i can lay my hands on the eve robot... soo cool.. =DDDD hahs.. i felt it was short though.. but as u know.. such things take a realll long time to do... so i guess i cant complain~... hahs...

Stressd

Even though the holidays are here, it seems that i get even more stressed up because i have soo soo many things to do i guess... and i simply dunno what to start with.

We(Hmers) went minds cafe... had crazy fun...before that went to island creamery with Amanda and Alice.... finally the icecream treat that i owe them =P
@Minds cafe we played a number of games i have never heard of, what ugly doll what dunno what have rabbits one.. I think a number of them like the ugly doll, personally i like the rabbit actions game... so funny lah... a group of weirdos doing strange things... for pics, please visit sok hui's blog =P

Yesterday went to the long awaited talk by autodesk... =DDD so excited man... but the weather was really bad and it took quite a while to find the place... I just realised how famous Faris (the lect) is... even ppl there know him.. O_O scary! Lols.. we(Anglia Jamie and i) met Arthur at the talk.. hahs... i think he went for 3-4 rounds at the buffet! greedy arthur~

Met some of the pros of this line and their works are like O_O...... can i ever reach that level man! =XX Hahas! I have new a new idol, or should i say idols... nvm, banya is still one of my idols... love the way he draws...Ximo's ideas are like creative lah, the best speaker of the day i felt. Honest and straightforward and clear. wish i can go that firm for ITP.. but its in LONDON! O_O sighs... ...$$$ sum pics of the brochure and free gift..





WALL.E....... here i come~ Looking forward to the Kip Mcgrath workshop =DD...

HOLSS

YES! Crit is finally over and teh hols are finally coming... i'm damn stressed this hols cos i feel sooo unprepare for ITP... i feel that i'm soo lousy... this hols no rest man..better buck up...
nnnooooo.............. HAIZ........................................... feelin emo about school work now...thinkin whether i am suited for this course anot.... -____--haizzz......... it seems that i only have interest in graphics......yet completely no talent....haiz... was pretty bz with work... finally its over i guess... wait, its never over...just lessen for a while before increasing yet again... never ending... well will upload sum pics and randomstuff soon...

Random updates

Have been "slacking" these few days...so no mood to do work...i better buck up...feel so lousy...whoa...never been so badly bruised on the back b4...the chinese physician sure used a lot of force...never knew my back problem was that bad.... haiz...gotta exercise...Lols.thanks guys for the human figures... =)..thats about it..tata

Lols.... Cute seh...

Took some Lolish pics of me and sok hui's ducks.....so cute seh....

WHAT R U LOOKING AT EH~ (duck with an attitude)

OH!!!!! DESIGN.........*faints*

*still fainted* O_O...Lols....jkjk

Need motivation!!!!!

ARGH.......... feelin really low...the more i look at Banya's com the more stress i feel...i feel that i dont know soo soo many things.... as though it is an unreachable goal or it will be impossible for me to do what he does....soo lousy...so worried about my future..... i dont wanna do design, too lousy to do renderings then now what??? OMy... So sad now....totally no motivation to do projects anymore...feel soo sick of everything...i guess we all kinda are..hahs....

Forca by Nelly Furtado.... only a few of her songs are what i call nice...the rest too errr.... not decent? whats with her change anyways... -__-... A song to motivate me...lols...Ganbatte people...Argh.....sigh....

Forca~

It is the passion flowing right on through your veins

And it's the feeling that you're oh so glad you came

It is the moment you remember you're alive

It is the air you breathe, the element, the fire

It is that flower that you took the time to smell

It is the power that you know you got as well
It is the fear inside that you can overcome

This is the orchestra, the rhythm and the drum

Com uma forca, com uma forca

Com uma forca que ninguem pode parar

Com uma forca, com uma forca

Com uma fome que ninguem pode matar

It is the soundtrack of your ever-flowing life

It is the wind beneath your feet that makes you fly

It is the beautiful game that you choose to play

When you step out into the world to start your day

You show your face and take it in and scream and pray

You're gonna win it for yourself and us today

It is the gold, the green, the yellow and the grey

The red and sweat and tears, the love you go. Hey!

Com uma forca, com uma forca

Com uma forca que ninguem pode parar

Com uma forca, com uma forca

Com uma fome que ninguem pode matar

Closer to the sky, closer, way up high, closer to the sky

Com uma forca, com uma forca

Com uma forca que ninguem pode parar

Com uma forca, com uma forca

Com uma fome que ninguem pode matar

3 LAppies

Lols... A few days ago CHew yin told me the chinese saying Sai wong shi ma, yan zhi fei fu...from a chinese story......basically what that seems like a bad thing that had happened may well not be bad but maybe something good instead.... Lols....she said that I lost 1 lappy then now have 2 (Alice's and Schools) but now i have 3 instead!! LOLS...... such a pity that for this project i wont be doing much viz because my works are so scuptural.... not much decoration... here are some pics of 3 computers...


Alice's (my duck at the back..cute rite)

Banya's....^_^

School's

All 3 on a messy table~

Lols..transformer stickers.... (didn know Banya likes Transformers)

Updates

New song is Powerless by Nelly furtado...some parts are kinda meaningful..lols...hahs...her lyrics can weird though... nevertheless, the tune is catchy..
finally went MD again today...actually i enjoy taking pics a lot...had fun taking pics at MD... like taking "artistic" pics.. hahas...but MD had changed...tons of spider webs on the fields..first time in my life i see such things..scary....the whole field was like pratically covered with them...O_O.... couldn measure the field..then 39A had the tentages for the 7th month..so i couldn take pics of the base...the sky didn go red today, so coundn take sunset pics..HAIZ....HAIZ......ARGH.... Ha
d fun with CY, SH, ANg and Jon..Lols... did funny things too..hahs....

Lols..tuesday Banya said that he wanted to lend me his com!!!! OMG...sooo COOL! MY "IDOL"'s com..hahahs...all original sofewares! 3ds max, v ray too! so cool....but of course...wouldn want to put it at risk..so i kinda reject his offer..soooo SAD...usin the school's lappy instead..dunno if its good...gettin it tml...here's some pics of MD...




spider webs...O_O!!!!
Red Indian Jon hungry..

Putri ANglia and her crown of weeds

Thank you people!!

Yesterday went for Sunday classes...i have no idea how the news spread to everyone...only told a few...-__-..... so paiseh....many wanted to help me with the $$ for the lappy... ;_; thanks!!! but its okae....still managable i guess... i do really need help i will definately tell ya guys... Tr Jeffrey, yes i promise to let you be the first one to know... =D Lols....

I realised how TCC i am...so guity to bring GF to go shopping with me.... buying 2 hair clips became a 2 hr trip round the mall. We were bored and went to try clothes for fun...also have no $..veh TCC also...haiz... =X Sorry GF...also bet u never met sumone who is so undecisive...no~ its good at saving money~~ hahahas....

Lost Lappy

People, as you know it, my laptop was stolen on 3 days ago in studio...nth much to say..just super heartpain cos my harddisk was stolen too...2 years worth of work allll gone.......and i heard that yesterday another person's lappy was stolen at the same block, T5...OMG...securtiy is bad man.......i pray that my lappy and hard disk and most importantly ALL MY DATA can come back to me safely..................... PLESE............. sobs sobs.............THanks ALice sooo Much for lendin your lappy to me..thank you.... =)

First day of crit

Celebrated Amanda's Bday at pizza hut...lols...i know its past midnight now, but once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY....OLD LIAO.... hahs...welcome to the world of 18? lol...Afterthat watched crit for a while...wasn really listening cos i was relly tired....honestly, i didn really feel comfortable yesterday...didn really feel "JM" i guess Amanda *felt * tat..sorry Man... dunno how to explain... i was at a loss of words...seriously, it was never that bad...i never felt so dunno/scared to say sth for sometime le... was also surprisedat myself...what is happening...sigh...maybe i'll feel better after crit....i hope so...I guess thats all...i pray for a good crit...

Io Canto (I sing) Maybe a lil diff from the video though...

The fog that appears in the morning
the rocks on a hilly path
the hawk that will rise
the first beam that will be seen
the snow that will thaw
running to the sea

The imprint of a head on a pillow
the slow and uncertain steps
of a child
the glance of serenity
the hand that extends
the joy that awaits you
For this and for the things that will happen

I sing
my hand in my pocket
I sing
my voice celebrating
I sing
my band in my head
I sing
running in the wind
I sing
my entire life
I sing
the Spring
I sing
my prayer
I sing
for anyone who will hear me..
I want to sing
always sing

The smell of coffee in the kitchen
the house all full in the morning
the elevator that doesn't go
the love for my city
the people that will smile
all down the street

The branches that interlace in the sky
an old man that walks all alone
the summer that will pass by
the grain that will mature
the hand that will pick it
for this and the things that will happen

I sing
my hand in my pocket
I sing
my voice celebrating
I sing
my band in my head
I sing
running in the wind
I sing
my entire life
I sing
the Spring
I sing
my prayer
I sing
for anyone who will hear me..
I want to sing
always sing...

Finally some rest!

Lols..today was the project's part 1 submission another part to go.....didn have a complete submission...feel so bad about it...muz be more motivated to do work....Strangely, for this term, the project felt so draggy and long....felt as though we've been on it for a very long time....fell sick..so didn have the mood nor the energy to do work...i guess this is an excuse...i no longer felt the drive that i had last year. Could it be the lecturers? Thank goodness there is a Cindy now... she has the 'feeling' of Elaine and Serene...( pretty lecturers are always kind to the eyes =X)and she's motivating too..well at least i feel so...Lols..and such a coincidence! She was classmates with Serene, and that means the 3 of them are of the same age! LOLs...no wonder i felt that i could communicate with her. The old feeling is coming back. I hope it comes back soon and I'm sure that i can do better for part 3 of MD... =D Ganbatte Veg!!

Shu Uemura

Some designs i created for the Shu Uemura Make up box design competition.......so cool to finally be able to create such types of images....

Little india..

Been really BZ with work these few days...just got the new brief yesterday...Haiz...there goes my weekends...Went lil India with my god dad/mom and frens....Such a pity i didn have my cam....went to Raj Veg restaurant to eat real good Indian food...the bill was really "nice" too...man..i never knew Indian food could amount to 100.++ scary....The food was really good...Thanks for the treat...it was a "farewell" for ZW who was going to enter the army...Haiz...will miss his jokes and funny stories and stuff... =(...

Man...Lil India really resembled India in the weekends....the streets were filled with people and they behaved as though they were in India..lols..so interesting....then we went to China town for dessert... saw a Ge Tai performer who sang the all time famous--"The moon represents my heart"...Lols.... then went home le...I'm gonna miss everyone again...cause once the project starts, i dun seem to even have time to really sleep...cant see them for some time again....guess my fears were a lil overboard...i was glad that everyone was still "the same"...some fears/wounds just take a long time to heal...May i be free from such fears and may all be too free from fears...

work updates

Finalised postcards...printed them out in glossy...looks real good..hahas.... =P

My wonder wall... A2 size...

ONly part 1 has been over...more of Margaret drive to come.....HAIZ........i'm getting sick of the project already........

Yurage Koto Nai Ai--Unshaken Love ( to me its compassion) hahas...

	If you don't try and see, you won't understand you know. RIGHT NOW, WILL BEGIN IT If some light gathers, WE CAN GO ANYWHERE
	Even if we're shaken by sadness in the world, I'll keep your light going You don't have to promise me or anything, Everyone WE ARE JUST A DREAMER
	Thinking seriously amongst illusions delusions and dreams, the miracle within us awakens Don't forget you're not alone, Always WE ARE JUST A DREAMER TAKE LOVE, GET ALL LOVE, GET BACK LOVE IN OUR HANDS It's only unshaken love that'll scatter like STAR DUST Ohh..i decided to change the song to natsukage again because it kinda suits the mood i wan for my MD video..hahas....feelin a lil emo too... Yurage Koto Nai Ai is a veh lively song..hahs..