Updates

New song is Powerless by Nelly furtado...some parts are kinda meaningful..lols...hahs...her lyrics can weird though... nevertheless, the tune is catchy..
finally went MD again today...actually i enjoy taking pics a lot...had fun taking pics at MD... like taking "artistic" pics.. hahas...but MD had changed...tons of spider webs on the fields..first time in my life i see such things..scary....the whole field was like pratically covered with them...O_O.... couldn measure the field..then 39A had the tentages for the 7th month..so i couldn take pics of the base...the sky didn go red today, so coundn take sunset pics..HAIZ....HAIZ......ARGH.... Ha
d fun with CY, SH, ANg and Jon..Lols... did funny things too..hahs....

Lols..tuesday Banya said that he wanted to lend me his com!!!! OMG...sooo COOL! MY "IDOL"'s com..hahahs...all original sofewares! 3ds max, v ray too! so cool....but of course...wouldn want to put it at risk..so i kinda reject his offer..soooo SAD...usin the school's lappy instead..dunno if its good...gettin it tml...here's some pics of MD...




spider webs...O_O!!!!
Red Indian Jon hungry..

Putri ANglia and her crown of weeds

Thank you people!!

Yesterday went for Sunday classes...i have no idea how the news spread to everyone...only told a few...-__-..... so paiseh....many wanted to help me with the $$ for the lappy... ;_; thanks!!! but its okae....still managable i guess... i do really need help i will definately tell ya guys... Tr Jeffrey, yes i promise to let you be the first one to know... =D Lols....

I realised how TCC i am...so guity to bring GF to go shopping with me.... buying 2 hair clips became a 2 hr trip round the mall. We were bored and went to try clothes for fun...also have no $..veh TCC also...haiz... =X Sorry GF...also bet u never met sumone who is so undecisive...no~ its good at saving money~~ hahahas....

Lost Lappy

People, as you know it, my laptop was stolen on 3 days ago in studio...nth much to say..just super heartpain cos my harddisk was stolen too...2 years worth of work allll gone.......and i heard that yesterday another person's lappy was stolen at the same block, T5...OMG...securtiy is bad man.......i pray that my lappy and hard disk and most importantly ALL MY DATA can come back to me safely..................... PLESE............. sobs sobs.............THanks ALice sooo Much for lendin your lappy to me..thank you.... =)

First day of crit

Celebrated Amanda's Bday at pizza hut...lols...i know its past midnight now, but once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY....OLD LIAO.... hahs...welcome to the world of 18? lol...Afterthat watched crit for a while...wasn really listening cos i was relly tired....honestly, i didn really feel comfortable yesterday...didn really feel "JM" i guess Amanda *felt * tat..sorry Man... dunno how to explain... i was at a loss of words...seriously, it was never that bad...i never felt so dunno/scared to say sth for sometime le... was also surprisedat myself...what is happening...sigh...maybe i'll feel better after crit....i hope so...I guess thats all...i pray for a good crit...

Io Canto (I sing) Maybe a lil diff from the video though...

The fog that appears in the morning
the rocks on a hilly path
the hawk that will rise
the first beam that will be seen
the snow that will thaw
running to the sea

The imprint of a head on a pillow
the slow and uncertain steps
of a child
the glance of serenity
the hand that extends
the joy that awaits you
For this and for the things that will happen

I sing
my hand in my pocket
I sing
my voice celebrating
I sing
my band in my head
I sing
running in the wind
I sing
my entire life
I sing
the Spring
I sing
my prayer
I sing
for anyone who will hear me..
I want to sing
always sing

The smell of coffee in the kitchen
the house all full in the morning
the elevator that doesn't go
the love for my city
the people that will smile
all down the street

The branches that interlace in the sky
an old man that walks all alone
the summer that will pass by
the grain that will mature
the hand that will pick it
for this and the things that will happen

I sing
my hand in my pocket
I sing
my voice celebrating
I sing
my band in my head
I sing
running in the wind
I sing
my entire life
I sing
the Spring
I sing
my prayer
I sing
for anyone who will hear me..
I want to sing
always sing...

Finally some rest!

Lols..today was the project's part 1 submission another part to go.....didn have a complete submission...feel so bad about it...muz be more motivated to do work....Strangely, for this term, the project felt so draggy and long....felt as though we've been on it for a very long time....fell sick..so didn have the mood nor the energy to do work...i guess this is an excuse...i no longer felt the drive that i had last year. Could it be the lecturers? Thank goodness there is a Cindy now... she has the 'feeling' of Elaine and Serene...( pretty lecturers are always kind to the eyes =X)and she's motivating too..well at least i feel so...Lols..and such a coincidence! She was classmates with Serene, and that means the 3 of them are of the same age! LOLs...no wonder i felt that i could communicate with her. The old feeling is coming back. I hope it comes back soon and I'm sure that i can do better for part 3 of MD... =D Ganbatte Veg!!

Shu Uemura

Some designs i created for the Shu Uemura Make up box design competition.......so cool to finally be able to create such types of images....

Little india..

Been really BZ with work these few days...just got the new brief yesterday...Haiz...there goes my weekends...Went lil India with my god dad/mom and frens....Such a pity i didn have my cam....went to Raj Veg restaurant to eat real good Indian food...the bill was really "nice" too...man..i never knew Indian food could amount to 100.++ scary....The food was really good...Thanks for the treat...it was a "farewell" for ZW who was going to enter the army...Haiz...will miss his jokes and funny stories and stuff... =(...

Man...Lil India really resembled India in the weekends....the streets were filled with people and they behaved as though they were in India..lols..so interesting....then we went to China town for dessert... saw a Ge Tai performer who sang the all time famous--"The moon represents my heart"...Lols.... then went home le...I'm gonna miss everyone again...cause once the project starts, i dun seem to even have time to really sleep...cant see them for some time again....guess my fears were a lil overboard...i was glad that everyone was still "the same"...some fears/wounds just take a long time to heal...May i be free from such fears and may all be too free from fears...

work updates

Finalised postcards...printed them out in glossy...looks real good..hahas.... =P

My wonder wall... A2 size...

ONly part 1 has been over...more of Margaret drive to come.....HAIZ........i'm getting sick of the project already........

Yurage Koto Nai Ai--Unshaken Love ( to me its compassion) hahas...

	If you don't try and see, you won't understand you know. RIGHT NOW, WILL BEGIN IT If some light gathers, WE CAN GO ANYWHERE
	Even if we're shaken by sadness in the world, I'll keep your light going You don't have to promise me or anything, Everyone WE ARE JUST A DREAMER
	Thinking seriously amongst illusions delusions and dreams, the miracle within us awakens Don't forget you're not alone, Always WE ARE JUST A DREAMER TAKE LOVE, GET ALL LOVE, GET BACK LOVE IN OUR HANDS It's only unshaken love that'll scatter like STAR DUST Ohh..i decided to change the song to natsukage again because it kinda suits the mood i wan for my MD video..hahas....feelin a lil emo too... Yurage Koto Nai Ai is a veh lively song..hahs..

3/4 done postcards

quite fun..hahas....taking these artistic pics were fun...hahas...fallin in love with photography...

site updates

Went to the site yet again... before that i went to SH's house to sleep...lols...i guess i was really tired cause i really slept deeply...Thanks for today SH..hahs... The site visit today was unexpectedly fun, because i discovered several cool things...got a better idea of what i should do for the project. Saw cool creatures such as a kingfisher...i dunno y but it really looks like one... i even got to see bats. FINALLY i found a Vege friendly area near MD...went there for dinner with the rest...it was fun, talking about the 1 dollar song and stuff...my blister finally came off... its the size of a 50cent coin i tell u...there are a few others but the worst one healed...i was so tempted to cut off the skin but my mom told me to wait till it became white, i didn know skin could ever be this white....scary...got it from playing badminton barefoot...tsk tsk...

work work work

A new term, a new project brief......sigh~ so tired of walking around the same site over and over again....i think cause its tooo long a distance...so its hard to monitor....u have to come down like several days to take the same area............like dots lah.....sigh...........it was fun though but super super tiring and time consuming......so much things to do yet again...so unprepared as usual...DIESSSS =X

Malaysia

Went Johor for the weekends to attend some events held there. It was a whole group of us and to save$$ 6 of us shared one single room in some famous(i heard) hotel in Johor--Austin hill golf resort or sth... quite cool...the resort was huge..in the sense the proportion of the building..huge columns with veh high ceilings. the corridoor was like an art museum and it was really laid with art works. but too bad, to prepare for the events, we left the resort like 6am in the morning for both days and only return to it at around 12am.

Most of our time was spent outside...personally i'm really not used to Malaysia. it seems soo barren to me. i'm simply too used to the ubiquitous sight of HDB flats and tall buildings. I feel so fortunate to be in Singapore ( no offence to Malaysians) but really, its sooo inconvenient in there...it feels so unkempt with broken pavements, rundown buildings etc.While we were helping to clean the area for the event, i met a lil boy who asked my sis if she is from Singapore, she asked him was it due to her singaporean accent or the way she dressed? He said no, then he said because Singaporeans emphasize more on cleanliness... we went like dots....but serious, i find the place really unkempt. i guess Malaysia is considered alright, if i were to go India or some other third world countries, i dunno how i can adjust to it....I should appreciate Singapore more. Hahas..Singapore i Love ya!!!! I realised that the more traditional Malaysian chinese kids are really quite different from Singaporean kids. they tend to me more "innocent" and simple. even though the group of them are like older then me, they look younger and act younger then me..hahas...i felt so weird..of yea, met several political leaders of Malaysia. I guess things are different here and there. Here are some pics of the resort..didn have time to really take pics. also my mom didn allow me to bring my cam, so all taken with my hp...
The gigantic lamps...taller then i am..

the lobby at 2 am...



The HUGE columns....












The Breakfast area...


The corridoor to the rooms...looks really like a gallery....






The Charity Dinner Hall...


A nice painting i found at the Restaurant....


The area for life liberation... Kota tinggi....

Keep tryin by Utada Hikaru

I don't care about anything
Putting on a face like, whatever
I was praying the whole time
Asking for the impossible
More and more I can't be satisfied
That's why I keep on trying

Drifting here in the world
The ebb and flow is intense isn't it
At any time, you're the only one
Whose value doesn't change

*Shounen ha itsumademo
Itsumademo kataomoi
Jyounetsuni jyounetsuni
Onedann tsukerarenai

Dad, keep trying trying
Mom, keep trying trying
Older brother, Mr. Conductor, Ms. Bride
Keep trying, trying

Hahas....I only agree with part of the song...maybe i'm a lil emo these few days...needed something to perk me up and root for me...
I'll keep telling myself to keep trying trying... i feel that the main point of the song is to build confidence and keep trying hard, never giving up in whichever role u are playing...and not be too affected by -ve things and setbacks in the sense by saying that "I dont care about anything"

Hahas...Kabatae everyone! Haiz..back to TOD....................................

CAMP

Lols...back form camp...it wasn too bad...it was held in a primary school compound so the environment wasn too bad...except the killer shower heads...the force of the water is so powerful i tell u...lols...the food was good...hahas..the ic's were pampered... pizza and steamboat parties for supper...i really learnt more about myself and others from this camp...hahas...sob sob....got reprimanded by tr Jeffrey a number of times...i'm sorry... =X but it was fun still... =D here are some pics...hahas...i feel that once in a while it is good to take a break from normal activites..cause you may never know what u discover about life...

moi and GF

The S.H.E

y do i look scared....lols

the school was decorated with lots of chinese related stuff... i cant believe they actually have a chinese pillar/stuff... the rest were painted...there was even a whole level painted to the theme of the old chinatown days...the coolies and everything...soooo coool....envy seh..even the toilets are like exhibitions....

pics from one of the class rooms...

The mischievious boys....

some pics of the kids.... and Sherman. if i can get more pics, i'll upload them...