First day of crit

Celebrated Amanda's Bday at pizza hut...lols...i know its past midnight now, but once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY....OLD LIAO.... hahs...welcome to the world of 18? lol...Afterthat watched crit for a while...wasn really listening cos i was relly tired....honestly, i didn really feel comfortable yesterday...didn really feel "JM" i guess Amanda *felt * tat..sorry Man... dunno how to explain... i was at a loss of words...seriously, it was never that bad...i never felt so dunno/scared to say sth for sometime le... was also surprisedat myself...what is happening...sigh...maybe i'll feel better after crit....i hope so...I guess thats all...i pray for a good crit...