Afraid...

School is starting in just merely 14 hours or so more... I feel so unprepared... so afraid...
so many things not done...so unwilling to do...
Im quite certain this is not the path i would choose yet i still have to walk through it...
I wonder if i should have changed course long ago...
well... I think i'd still stick to this course still...
as for the future...


I guess its still a mystery.


Can I survive?
I pray.