I guess i really suck at writing emo posts...
Not too good with words..
Might have created misunderstandings
really sorry...
do wish to not have such a childish and emo side
nor wish to have such lame and stupid thoughts
hope to overcome my weaknesses and build on my strengths
for a better self and a better future...
dun wish to be like this forever
I wanna grow up.
Mature in my thoughts and actions
Become a better person.
Yes. I want to change.
Change for the better.
Ganbatte Veggie!
Yosh!
Not too good with words..
Might have created misunderstandings
really sorry...
do wish to not have such a childish and emo side
nor wish to have such lame and stupid thoughts
hope to overcome my weaknesses and build on my strengths
for a better self and a better future...
dun wish to be like this forever
I wanna grow up.
Mature in my thoughts and actions
Become a better person.
Yes. I want to change.
Change for the better.
Ganbatte Veggie!
Yosh!
4 comments:
well...I dunno what happen again~~ hahas...
you shouldn't think things so negatively and I found that you think too much edi..Just be natural.
I have a great sister, a great friend of mine. We only met once or twice a year and we seldom talk in phone or msn. this kind of situation takes us 3 years edi. yet, we never forget each other and we still so care about each other. And I can swear our friendship is still deeper than anyone's.
Friendship doesn't need to be so complicated i think. becoz everyone has their own space and rights.
so u no need to think so much whether those people do care about you or not. Give them some space and give urself one too. Dun make urself stuck in this. People who dun cherish you is their loss. you no need to sad of anything.
I'm those kind "be there when friends need you" of friend.
Maybe sometimes something will happen that make u sad. yet it's just an experience, everyone does have as well as me, go through it, learn from it. Learn to be strong! you got to know that only when u calm down, den u can think things correctly or u're just dig urself dipper and dipper into the dark hole. hahs!^^
so, cherish people who cherish you. Those who din cherish you is their loss, not yours. alright?
now it's ur time to cheers! You have to be cheerful firs den u can cheers others.^^How can an emo person effectively cheers others up, rite?
Thanks a lot Chew yin.. yea your right... hahs... just hope everythings gonna be fine...
I'm finer now.. juz hope that the "others" will be fine...
sometimes not theydin care about you is that you care too much about them. you felt extra becoz you cant find the balance in between each other. Treat everything as natural, focus more on others friends that also nice to you, like me??!!hahas...well, and you will find that actually there is no problem in between you and ??!!
Nah, I've gone through this. I care too much about paul and I make him feel unbreathable. and there is actually no problem in between us, is just that I care too much of him and felt that he din spend as much on me. thus, I felt sad even guess he doesnt love me?! Nah, this kind of thoughts will make things worse one. same as ur situation now.
Treat everything naturally. you will find the way out.
And give urself and "themselves" some time to get through it. True friendship won't afraid of problems!!
smile~
yea your right.. i'm just very sorry for having not being able to control my thoughts and habits... wanna say sorry to my friend...
I was really too much.. hope things can revert to what it was like...Really wish i am not such a person... sometimes really hate myself... dunno why i am like this... just hope can forgive me for being so childish and that i have such a childish side... will try to change...
Appreciate your advice =)
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