Saturday, March 21, 2009

After so long.. i still cant forget...

I suddenly realised that i missed my childhood... where i was always immersed in a world of fantasty... of irish folklore... all those dragons and brave knights... i remembered that I loved watching Xena and Hercules TV series... and I was reading those thick fantasty novels at 11? those erm really thick ones... like lord of the rings that kind... sudden wave of nostalgia swept across me.. -.-... that sense of adventure... that once bubbly and brave spirit... seems to be lost... i would build fake castles... swords... imagine of dragons...magical creatures... monsters... magic spells...

I would love to watch cartoons with magic and mystery... i miss the series princess tenko ( think thats the name) and He man and she ra.. LOL.. such a tomboy..

I miss that feeling... that free spirit of mine... that thirst for adventure...I loved to walk... i even walked from woodlands back to admiralty... well.. also to save $.. -.-.. i dunno what was on my mind..

To explore... to imagine... the special and unique always wows me... I have a secret ambition to become a art film director... to be able to be like Lady Gaga... AS IN able to be openly "weird" and be accepted and dress in outrageous outfits... be a walking art icon...

I've always wanted to be an arts performer.. be it art of drama...or dancer...its a dream of mine... to not conform to the norm... but.. I guess one has to be more pratical... Visual arts... difficult sia... high maintainance... $ lols.. but anyways.. its just a "fantasy" of mine... lols.. sth to keep me err.. youthful? cos i'm getting old.. and entering the "BORING" world. where imagination almost dies.

lols. maybe i day i can be the 2nd lady gaga? pop culture doesn appeal that much to me.. i'll go for others... hahahs... anyways.. a lil piece of childhood... written here... and a 1995 video to to bring back memories... Enya.. anywhere is...omg. she's so pretty... sighs... i wished i look like that.. mysterious green eyes... sharp features... charming lady...
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