1. Recently i checked my phone and realised that the most popular song on my playlist is still... none other then... Pokerface! lols... Anglia.. you really got it right.. lols... I was really amused.. i thought it was going to be Everybody knows by John Legend... Its a really nice song.. kinda soulful and meaningful.. kinda link to my personal feelings and experiences..
And I hope one day you'll see nobody has it easy,
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'Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We've heard it all before, that everybody knows
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'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows.'
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We've heard it all before, that everybody knows
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'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows.'
Everytime I hear that line. So many memories flood my mind.
So many regrets.
So many apologies that I wish to say.
To so many people.
How I wish they could have given me an extra chance.
I know I'm really not good enough a person to be a friend i guess.
But i'm human afterall.
sighs.
all those past memories and worries are really suffocating.
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows
sigh.
I wish to walk out of this past shadow. this fear. this insecurity.
Sometimes when you feel that the puzzle is finally complete, you're so afraid that a piece would become fall off and eventually lead to more pieces falling and eventually destroying the picture.
So many apologies that I wish to say.
To so many people.
How I wish they could have given me an extra chance.
I know I'm really not good enough a person to be a friend i guess.
But i'm human afterall.
sighs.
all those past memories and worries are really suffocating.
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows
sigh.
I wish to walk out of this past shadow. this fear. this insecurity.
Sometimes when you feel that the puzzle is finally complete, you're so afraid that a piece would become fall off and eventually lead to more pieces falling and eventually destroying the picture.
I'm so sorry.
I need TONS of resurances.
I lack so much confidence.
yet.
at the same time i'm such a egoistic person.
I need TONS of resurances.
I lack so much confidence.
yet.
at the same time i'm such a egoistic person.
Sometimes I really hate myself.
OMG.
someone please help me.
.
WHATEVER.
I should just stop listening to emo songs. I should put the past behind.
Its hard. Damn hard to when all those past feelings keep taunting you.
Making you paranoid.
Worrying that the past would repeat.
"when its good, its so good
till it goes bad.
Then you try to find the you that you once had." -sober, pink
Sigh.
enough ranting.
OMG.
someone please help me.
.
WHATEVER.
I should just stop listening to emo songs. I should put the past behind.
Its hard. Damn hard to when all those past feelings keep taunting you.
Making you paranoid.
Worrying that the past would repeat.
"when its good, its so good
till it goes bad.
Then you try to find the you that you once had." -sober, pink
Sigh.
enough ranting.
.. I shall start thinking more positively. =) cos there ain't no other way. it makes you stronger anyways. Guess part of life is to meet with such setbacks and well.. hopefully grow from them...
yet.
*emo yet again*
yet.
*emo yet again*
whatever emo. argh. ENOUGH. -.-.. must be the rainy weather. -.-.
yes yes. on a happier note... I pray that my current life stays good. must count my blessings and be grateful indeed. This year had the Best Birthday yet... Great Family.. Lovely Friends<3 head ="]" size="2">BTW.. sth super random. I realised that I prefer to use =] instead of :) which my fren uses.. eventhough :) looks cuter.. I think its cos I have bigger eyes... =]. I think my fren will scold WT* if she sees this... HAHAs.. -.-... but sounds reasonable rite... WT*. I can so imagine her doing that now...
ANYWAYS... Thanks to my Bro and Amanda and Sharon for all those smses that keep me going during ITP.. yes please.. keep them coming... entertain me at work... -.-... or i might really go insane... cant talk to anyone also.. Lopez sits all the way at the other side of the room.. so I'm all alone k... sighs... and also thanks to my Gossip fren.. whom I always call -.-.. cant write her name.. later she kill me... -.-.. gosh. I developed a bad habit of gossiping le.. DIE.. =x.. eh.. we should start talking more intelligent stuff... LOL!..JKJKJK!!! *prays she doesn get mad or emo*=X, thanks to Nana for the MSN talks (wishes happy birthday yet again~~) and yes thanks to the HM gang for the friday meet ups... makes me look forward to everyweek ending =D... sth to look forward to everyweek =DDD
Anyways.. hopes ITP gets better and better as the days or weeks pass by... for everyone of course... ppl who has tons of stuff get a easier life.. ppl nothing to do to get work to do...
and yes! Must do Dalian shopping soon gals! Its coming... .. . .. . . =D
yes yes. on a happier note... I pray that my current life stays good. must count my blessings and be grateful indeed. This year had the Best Birthday yet... Great Family.. Lovely Friends<3 head ="]" size="2">BTW.. sth super random. I realised that I prefer to use =] instead of :) which my fren uses.. eventhough :) looks cuter.. I think its cos I have bigger eyes... =]. I think my fren will scold WT* if she sees this... HAHAs.. -.-... but sounds reasonable rite... WT*. I can so imagine her doing that now...
ANYWAYS... Thanks to my Bro and Amanda and Sharon for all those smses that keep me going during ITP.. yes please.. keep them coming... entertain me at work... -.-... or i might really go insane... cant talk to anyone also.. Lopez sits all the way at the other side of the room.. so I'm all alone k... sighs... and also thanks to my Gossip fren.. whom I always call -.-.. cant write her name.. later she kill me... -.-.. gosh. I developed a bad habit of gossiping le.. DIE.. =x.. eh.. we should start talking more intelligent stuff... LOL!..JKJKJK!!! *prays she doesn get mad or emo*=X, thanks to Nana for the MSN talks (wishes happy birthday yet again~~) and yes thanks to the HM gang for the friday meet ups... makes me look forward to everyweek ending =D... sth to look forward to everyweek =DDD
Anyways.. hopes ITP gets better and better as the days or weeks pass by... for everyone of course... ppl who has tons of stuff get a easier life.. ppl nothing to do to get work to do...
and yes! Must do Dalian shopping soon gals! Its coming... .. . .. . . =D
btw, I went to watch my fren's piano concert... he's damn good i tell you.. lols.. he played several duets.. this is my favourite.. the sudden encore... LOL.. guess what the tune is =P.. I was really amused... anyways.. Jia you ppl =D 4 more weeks to go!!! ARGH. I need to exercise... anyone for a game of badminton???? I'm serious....
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