sigh.

I guess we're just people from very different worlds...
i thought that i understood you..
but it seems that i was just being very naive...

I dont mean to disagree with your point of views and what you like or dislike, but its just that well... i'm taught to and am to walk another path... believe and think in a very different way... and this contridicts my habitual character... yet to have a control over it i guess...

Sometimes it makes me feel that its really hard for people to get along with me...feel so helpless...who to understand my reasons and embrace them fully?

i hope that you are as happy as when you are with other buddies, when your with me...

I seriously wonder if you talk about me infront of others like how happily you talk to me about your other frens...lols... so kaypo of me...

Lols.. I think i'm just being plain selfish and self centered...hahs... well...its not to a specific someone but rather some people... but like sth that i've been emoing about and wondering... well...lols... muz over come this weakness...please pass quickly emophase...maybe i'm just simply thinking too much...